“Holy, holy, holy is the LORD Almighty;
the whole earth is full of his glory.”
the whole earth is full of his glory.”
4 At the sound of their voices the doorposts and thresholds shook and the temple was filled with smoke.
5 “Woe to me!” I cried. “I am ruined! For I am a man of unclean lips, and I live among a people of unclean lips, and my eyes have seen the King, the LORD Almighty.”
6 Then one of the seraphim flew to me with a live coal in his hand, which he had taken with tongs from the altar. 7 With it he touched my mouth and said, “See, this has touched your lips; your guilt is taken away and your sin atoned for.”
8 Then I heard the voice of the Lord saying, “Whom shall I send? And who will go for us?”
And I said, “Here am I. Send me!”
I read this last night and found myself speechless. Wow. I closed my eyes and tried to imagine the seraphim with 6 wings. The train of Gods robe flowing and filling the entire temple. Not to mention the seraphim flew to Isaiah and put hot coals on his lips purifying him!!! Of course he is saying "pick me God"!! He witnessed first hand Gods Glory! Now he just wanted to serve. Amazing.
I have witnessed first hand Gods glory as well. Not the way Isaiah did. Oh, but how I would love that. I have seen him transform lives. I've witnessed Him save people from death. I've watched him shine through a mother who recently lost her only child and give her peace. I have witnessed Gods Glory! Truth is anymore its hard to miss Him. CS Lewis said "I believe in God like I believe in the sun. Not because I can see it, but because I can see EVERYTHING else because of it." When God removes the scales off your eyes and we stop and look, he is everywhere! And I know lately I have been screaming "God pick me!" When you encounter the Holy, Magnificent, Powerful, Almighty One, the only thing we can do after he washes us clean is shout "Pick me!"
Its hard to comprehend that the King of Kings and Lord of Lords wants to use us but he does. He just needs us to have that willing spirit. I want that willing spirit. I want to be used by him and for him. Sometimes though he calls me, I should say most times, he calls me to the uncomfortable tasks. The ones I don't want to do. Things that I can't possibly know why he would be asking me to do. Many times I miss out on his blessings because I said no. Maybe I said no because of fear, maybe because it was a ludacris idea, or maybe it didn't fit into "my" life. That's a part of me I don't like.
Isaiah said Ill go not knowing the task, but he knew that anything he did for God wasn't nearly enough for such a perfect God. I want to be like that!
God,
You are above all. Your glory is way beyond my comprehension. What I can see, the beautiful blue oceans, the mountains, the sunsets, babies, laughter, love, is enough to know your Glory is immeasurable I have witnessed your love, your grace, your mercy, and your power. Thank you for revealing to me who you are. Lord I shout to you Pick me! Even if its uncomfortable for me God. I want to dedicate my life to your service. Help me daily die to myself so I can live for you.
Thank you God,
Amen.